Realization,

I've spent a lot of time lately feeling bad for myself, it seems like I spend a lot of time doing that.

I've forgotten to mention the good.

I was hired as a Teacher's Aide at an elementary school. Anyone that really knows me, also knows that I have been applying for this kind of position for yearrrrrrs. While it is only 1 hour and 15 minutes a day, it is the best 1 hour and 15 minutes I've had in a while. Children can heal even the darkest of hearts... until they turn into a pre-teen. BUT I'm lucky enough to work with kindergartners and first graders. :) They are THE cutest little beings ever.

I also have an interview, hopefully, coming up as an Aide at a Jr. High. *fingers crossed* I really, really hope that I can get both of these jobs going.