Not Good Enough To Be Her Friend

I just found out that the girl who was supposed to be the last bestie I have in the world had her baby. And guess who wasn't told? Her mother also didn't invite me to her baby shower. But some people were invited. The people that gossiped about her and judged her. While me, her friend; the one who loved her no matter what was excluded. I am angry. I am sad. I am disappointed. I was supposed to be there when she went into labor. I was supposed to be there throughout her pregnancy. But I was cut off from her many times since meeting her because I was thought of as a bad example.

I miss you Camille, and I hope you're happy and safe.