Why You Always Lyin'

have fun lying to everyone, and yourself.

Time to drop a quote: "How about you stop lying about me, and I will stop telling the truth about you."

My Siblings:

The day has finally come...

Keith II- He just turned 16 years old; and boy oh boy can you tell his age. Was I that cranky when I was 16?? :P He has some things to figure out in his life. I try to help him but... that doesn't go very well. But here are the good things about him: He is VERY artistic. I think one day with some practice and self discipline he could become a tattoo artist. What a cool job that would be! He could hook his sista up!! :D Right now he is taking drum lessons, we all hope it helps him take out some of his aggression. He likes to design video game levels? Pardon me, I do not know the lingo. But he has gotten good feedback, and I believe he could even decide to go into graphic design if he wanted to.

Kaitlyn- She is 12 years old; turning 13 in March. She acts much older than her age. I often turn to her for advice or just a friendly reminder that I am not alone. She is VERY popular and pretty. Can you say cheerleader type? ;) She hates when I say she could/should be a cheerleader. (as long as she doesn't take on the bad habits they sometimes have *coughcoughskanks) Anywayyyy, She is boy crazy; VERY boy crazy. I can't believe how early it starts these days. So boys, I've got my eyes on you....

Among her many talents, because she is good at so many things, sigh* Jealous, are gymnastics and dance. She has taken a break from dance though. She had been in it since she was 2 years old and was burnt out. But really, she can pretty much do anything she sets her mind to.

Donovan-He is 11 years old and is the baby of the family. While he can be quite the little "brat" at the end of the night he is usually the one making a wise crack that has us all laughing. He's good at breaking a bad mood. He is a sweet heart. Sometimes I worry about him. He is so easily walked on by others. :/ He LOVES anything about World War II. While it's hard to get him to read and write give him something on war and he's reading to do both. He was not a "planned" child; which I mentioned in an earlier post. But to go further on that. I believe he was sent to us for a reason. His health conditions have brought our family closer, who knows, he may have even saved my parents' marriage. We don't know what is in store for his future but he will have our love and support all along the way.

What I Believe:

Ask me again when I'm a happier person.

But in funnier news, here are some of my not as important beliefs:

1. I believe Glenn Beck, Sean Hannity, and Bill O'Reilly are phonies.

2. I believe the LDS church is not true; in fact no religion is true. If any church were true God would be a judgmental, pervert, jerk.

3. I believe I HATE living in Utah.

4. I believe I need a nose job.

5. I believe one day... if I make it... I will find people who treat me right. I will live somewhere great; hopefully California!

6. I believe I am not crazy. Although if someone had asked me even a month ago I would have said I was. But really, as my one day counselor said; summarized: "I've just been dealt too many bad cards." I believe anyone in my shoes would have lost it a LONG, long time ago.

7. I believe patience is the best thing for me right now. *smirk

but you're just a boy...

intimacy.
honesty.
commitment.
you.
me.
us.

...

-A Moment-

A moments is all it takes to lose your mind; your spirit; your hope.
A moment is all it take to be ruined.
A moment is all it takes to have your pride trampled on; your name disgraced.
And a moment is all it takes to decide to push forward after all of this.

understand me. please.

"Run your fingers through my soul. For once, just once, feel exactly what I feel, believe what I believe, perceive as I perceive; look, experience, examine, and for once; just once, understand."

Kaitlyn,

My sister, my best friend.

We can be dweebs together.

this once was perfect...

This chaos, this calamity, this garden once was perfect

Give your immortality to me; I'll set you up against the stars

The sea is wine red, this is the death of beauty The doves have died, the lovers have lied.

-The Hush Sound

Jar Of Hearts.

God this is so my song. But sometimes I just want to scream, because I don't want this to be my song.

a lil' bit of Karma...

Green Bay Packers-21
Chicago Bears-14

:]

Today is a good day people. A very good day.


p.s. I just love watching teammates run into each other. hahahaha!