The Girl With Golden Eyes,

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“When you hold resentment toward another, you are bound to that person or condition by an emotional link that is stronger than steel. Forgiveness is the only way to dissolve that link and get free.” -Catherine Ponder

Sheldon Cooper,

I Love You.

"She calls me moon-pie because I'm nummy-nummy and she could eat me up!"

take a stand

We all have a certain person or certain people that bring out our weakest attributes. Those are not the people we should be surrounding ourselves with.

He is not worth your time anymore.

She is not worth your care any longer.

Whoever it is, if they were worth anything at all, they would bring out your best attributes.

Take a stand,

for yourself.

Wintertime

the cold

the snow

the lack of sunshine

the bitterness

it all kills me

more and more

little by little

every passing day

and no amount of
The Big Bang Theory

helps.

today,

While coming back from work I saw an adorable doggy almost get hit, and my mind flashed back to Chance.

Chance is a dog we rescued and adopted after seeing him get hit by a vehicle. Hence, his name, Chance, our second chance baby. :)

So I immediately tell my mother to pull over to the side of the road, and she does without argument, I then go into "track team" mode. I ran after the doggy as if my life depended on it. And while running to him he almost got hit by 3, yes THREE, more drivers. He finally made it to me. We finally made it back to my car.

And long story, shorter, without the help of the shelter we found his owners and name.

His name is Bentley.

And he shall be our baby until his owners come to get him tomorrow night. Sadly, we could not find his current owner, and so he is being taken in by the family that put him up for adoption as a puppy. I'm sad, because he brings back a lot of memories of my old baby Sadie Blue. I would keep Bentley in a heartbeat.

Tomorrow, I will definitely be crying.

Tonight, I could be crying to.

For you see, I just found out a certain ex is back to shooting up heroin. It crushed me to find out. This boy just can't grow up. He had so much potential and he lost it. I am stuck between a sick feeling, anger, and extreme sadness. They are crushing down on me.

So for anyone who is reading this:

There is a 20% chance of recovery from Opiate addiction. Just don't start. :(

Day Old Hate.

Thank You Dear Kind Sir.

Tumblr, a beautiful place, full of beautiful people.

well... some beautiful people.

A place where I was told the following: "You resemble Elizabeth Anne Caplan."

which lead me to google the shit out of the name.

Me: "OMG! The actress from Mean Girls?!"

I am quite pleased with this. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You.

healed.

Besides some needed touch-ups my tattoo is fully finished and healed.

It is inspiration for the mental and emotional parts of myself.

today,

I have chosen to emotionally eat again.

when life hands you lemons, eat the lemons.