Birthday Girl.

People disappoint me daily. To think I've almost lived in this world for 23 years. Why? People suck. And unless I want to live in a tent in the wilderness with my 3 wolves, I'm going to have to be around people for another 50+ years. I don't like this one bit. Not one bit.

*cheers to gin*

Getting me through the next few days until I cry because I'm old(er) and have nothing to be proud of.

Divorce and Marriage.

I don't always invest my heart into marriages, but when I do, you damn well better love each other forever.

Too deep...

I know I shouldn't let bullies get to me, but they do.

They do.

They have.

They will.

I fear they always will.

Too deep...

Commitment is so rare these days.

I feel like our generation, and the one before, was raised very badly. Divorce, Break-ups, Families disowning their members, not even fucking bands can stay together.

What is wrong with us?

Gun Nuts.

It's Coming.

The year anniversary of me not being killed.
I'm dealing with anxiety sent straight from the darkness of hell.
My therapist said I'd deal with this, which is all just lovely, except for that fact that I've not seen my therapist since being disowned by my family.
I guess it's all up to me to get through this.
And I know I will, but it sucks.

In other news, I'm not doing a very good job of keeping my fingers still online.
Can people really not put their guns down for 3 seconds and insert themselves into the world of common sense?

I'm going bonkers over here.

Sydney

I put myself in others pain, it's one of my greatest weaknesses and yet strengths. As I was reading it was as if I was seeing into myself a few years ago. Depression is a real thing, and you can't get through it alone.

http://sydneytaylorbruning.blogspot.com/

I am so very sorry for all that are dealing with her loss.