Wishing...

for my apathetic side to be quite a bit stronger.



I feel like shit.
Where is my vodka??

You'll call it fate, I'll call it karma

I finally did something I believe I should have done a while ago. I said goodbye to a person that has always been the one saying it to me. I'm pretty sure I mean it. So why is it I feel an emotion he never felt when leaving me?



The feeling of,
Sadness.

Sooo...

I'm in a relationship.

I can honestly say that I didn't see this coming. I was at a point where I was fed up with anything dealing with the words relation or ship. Also male, boyfriend, boy, etc...

It feels as though my life is taking a whole different direction. Moving back in with my parents, meeting new people again, and now dating a guy who seems to be pretty great.

So why is it that even now I find myself scared of what could come to pass?
...I need to stop being so





ridiculous.